Why, oh why, oh why

is it allowed to be sick the week before Christmas? I was down flat on Monday, as was Makayla. Throwing up, body aches, and the whole 9 yards. Makayla seems better, but my tummy is still queasy on and off (no, I'm not preggo, that was my thought at first too.) Holden has had diarrhea for 3 days, and just a lot of grumpiness - probably his tummy too since he isn't eating much by way of food. Clara woke up a few nights ago moaning in pain for about an hour until the advil kicked in. Last night she had a fever of 102, and this morning when she woke me up at 5:00, her fever was up to 104.9. It took the advil a couple hours to even touch it, and then I noticed when I was actually awake, that her ear is draining - a wonderful ear infection. It seems like everything is related, but we are running the whole gamut of symptoms. If we don't get over this quickly, we are going to be spending a long Christmas stuck in our house.

I feel like I have mush for brains! I can't think of what I need to be doing, and I just look around my house and know there is so much to do. All I can think about is that there is so much to do, but I don't have the energy to get stuff done. On top of everything else, my baby has croup, so that makes me stuck in the house so I can't even get my errands run or send him to someone else's house to play so I can pack. Hopefully I will figure stuff out before too long as I'm starting to feel crazy!

Moving

We have our closing date - November 28. We are going to paint the kids' rooms, and a few other things, before we move in, so we are going to actually be moving on December 4th. I can't believe how fast that date seems to be coming up, especially since we are going out of town for the weekend of Thanksgiving. I'm starting to get in panic mode, but still not exactly sure what I should be packing that we won't need in the next few weeks. So, if I seem a little stressed, just know that is the reason :)

Things you shouldn't say to your wife!

Here is a funny clip that I got from another blog. I just thought I'd share!

spoons

Last night was 'girls night out' for enrichment, and we had a lot of fun just hanging out. We had a 'my favorite things' party where you bring and share some of your favorite things with others. After that was over, we got out the cards and played spoons. It was hysterical and a ton of fun, but a bit dangerous at the same time. I came away bleeding and so did a couple other people. It's amazing when you bring out the spoons how people's competitive streak comes out. It was a great time and a well needed break for me!

I hate getting ready to move!

I now have the overwhelming task of getting ready to move. We are in a cramped apartment, so finding room for the boxes I've packed is not fun. I've started a pile in my front room, but it won't take long until it overruns that room. If only I could start taking the boxes over there and put them in the basement or garage. That would help me, but it's a no go. I am also trying to figure out what I can pack that we won't need in the next month. This is the real challenge. Either me or my kids use so much on a daily basis that it is hard to start eliminating stuff. The stuff that we have that we don't use all that much is already in boxes stored somewhere in the house. On top of everything else, I have 3 little helpers in everything I do. I love them, but packing and moving stuff is a whole lot easier without any help! I guess I still have a few weeks to mull over my things before I have to do some serious packing, followed closely by the inevitable unpacking. Moving is such a pain in the butt!

Time Change

Is anyone else having a problem with time change, or is it just me? Saturday night, I remembered it was time change, so I thought "great, I'll read for an extra hour." Well, what I didn't take into account is that my kids wouldn't sleep in any longer than normal. I've gotten up earlier than normal lately, my kids are crabbier than usual, and I can't seem to get my schedule straight! One good thing though, is that it is now 10:30, and I am wandering around thinking that I've already done so much that I can just sit and take a break now. I also keep thinking that it should be time to get to the bus. Hopefully we'll get back on our schedule soon because I don't know how long I can take my kids getting up so dang early!

I can't begin to describe how ecstatic I am about getting a new house. I'm even getting a washer and dryer there also. Today I was at the laundromat, and I was actually sad that I won't be going there anymore. It was convenient and inconvenient at the same time. It was a pain to have to load up my clothes, but it was nice to only think about laundry once a week or 10 days. I know - I'm quite weird, but I actually like the laundromat; but I am also looking forward to having a washer and dryer that is all mine!

Well, I just finished my marathon reading. I'm now done with all 3 of the Twilight books, and wanting more of the story. I throughly enjoyed every minute I was reading those - if you need a good book to read, you have to check these out. I can't wait for the next book in the series to come out :) So today, I had to run to the store because I've been putting it off all week because all I wanted to do was sit down with my book. I told myself that I wouldn't pick them up again either until we were in our house, or we were driving up to Spokane to see Cami & Jason. I do want to read them again, but I'll have to get some other things done first so we can move!

OK, I just finished the second book in the Twilight series. I'm trying my hardest to not pick up the third until I've done some grocery shopping and tidying up in the house. I hope I can hold off that long - I really want to know what happens next! BTW, I was up until 4:30 this AM reading as there was never a good spot to stop the book. It was all too good!

I love reading, but when I get into a good book, it seems like all the other areas of my life suffer. I just finished reading "Twilight" by Stephanie Meyer. It was a very well written book, and I couldn't put it down. There are 2 more books in the series, and my MIL has them, so I am debating having her bring them down for me. On the one hand, I have to know what happens - I just keep thinking about it! On the other hand, there are things that I need to get done at my house. I think I'm going to call her - who really needs sleep?

Monday got us again!

OK, so I had my whole afternoon planned out today, once I got the kids on the bus. Well, we were sitting there and all of a sudden Clara's bus drove up. Oh Crap!, it was early Monday and nobody was ready for school. I sent Makayla out to tell the bus driver that I was coming and I quickly got Clara ready - shoes and socks, etc. We had already missed Makayla's bus, so we had to hurry to get her over to her school. I think I need a second brain to think about all the day to day stuff while my brain is preoccupied with other things. I've been concentrating lately on getting into a house. Our goal is by Christmas to be out of our apartment, so here's to hoping! Maybe next Monday we can get ourselves together. I'm not holding my breath, but it would be nice :)

Why do I torture myself? I know that my baby likes to get up at 6:30. I've decided this is a good thing so I can have quiet time to read and ponder my scriptures with minimal interruptions. So knowing that, why did I stay up until midnight last night? I was cutting coupons. I didn't even get them into my coupon box because I was too tired to see strait after I got them all cut. So now, here it is 9:00am, and my eyes sting with tiredness, my 2 babies are CRABBY, and I'm desperately trying to get Makayla to get ready for school so we can go to the library for storytime (every Tuesday) - and all I want to do is go crawl back in bed and ignore everyone. I know that won't work, but a girl can dream, can't she? The only good part about going to bed so late is that I didn't hear anything from the time my head hit the pillow until 6:30 when Holden woke up. I didn't know he woke up earlier in the night to eat (Thanks Austin) or when Clara's feeding pump was beeping (Thanks again, Austin). Well, here's to a drag down day, hopefully I can get just one thing done in my house - like picking up the halloween costumes off the front room floor so they aren't wrinkled beyond recognition when we go trick-or-treating next week.

Early Monday

I want to know who invented early Monday? It's bad enough to remember that your child is coming home an hour early on Mondays, but it is just mean to those of us PM kindergarten moms that have to remember to take them to the bus 1/2 hour early and pick them up 1 hour early. Today, we were going about our morning in a laid back pace, but everything was getting done nicely. I got lunch for Makayla and got Clara started on her drip fairly early (I thought), when all of a sudden it hits me that today is early day and we needed to be at the bus in 10 minutes. I make Makayla inhale her lunch - she is normally very slow at eating - and quickly get Clara's hearing aids and shoes on her. I leave her in her high chair to finish 'eating' (she does need something in her tummy at school today) and run Makayla to the bus. We did make it. Then I run home to finish getting Clara ready - meds, etc. when I see the bus, so I hurry faster. I know her bus driver will wait for her, but I don't like making all the kids late because of us. As she is being lifted into her chair, I notice that I've put her shoes on the wrong feet in my furry to get out the door. I just took them off and handed them to the aid and told her to have Clara's teacher put them on because I just can't seem to get it today. Why when I have things going so well does something put a wrench in my day like EARLY MONDAY? And on a Monday too, no less.

Well off to Target, the diapers are on sale this week and I want to get some before they are all gone. 2 kids go through a LOT of diapers!

The Kids are in Charge

No matter how much I plan and try to control my world, I just have to learn that I'm not the one in charge - my kids are. I had great plans of getting my errands run today, but due to a series of events out of my control, I'm sitting here typing on this blog instead of out running errands. Makayla was a great help this morning - cleaning up the mess that my angel Clara made, but then when I was creating a slide show for my blog, she kept coming in and wanted to see it. It didn't matter that I wasn't able to show it to her at that exact moment because I was still creating it, or that she really needed to get her shoes and socks on so she could go to school, or even eat lunch, she wanted to see it NOW! OK, she is finally on track, but then Clara's bus driver calls and says she is going to be late. Since loading Clara's wheelchair into my van isn't something that makes my day (especially since I'd have to take out that pesky captains chair today first), I guess I have to just wait for her. That seriously cuts into my errand time that is already strapped. So I get back from taking Makayla to the bus, set Holden on the floor, finish up what I was doing, and go back to check on Holden, and he is dead asleep. Mind you, I tried to put him down for a nap this morning, and he screamed like I was torturing him. (I am not ready for a 1 nap a day baby yet!) I have to pick Makayla up at school today since I have a meeting with her teacher at 3:45 (the exact time that her bus WOULD be dropping her off), more time cut off my already stressed errand time. So here I am sitting at my computer typing away when I am all ready to head out. Oh well. I guess I can clip and sort my coupons that I got on Sunday. That way I'll be even more ready to go out tomorrow afternoon!

I've realized a few things this week that I should have learned a long long time ago. I guess better late than never. First, if I take 30 minutes at the end of the day to make sure my dishes are done and the clutter is picked up in my front room, I can wake up to a clean house - ahead of the game, instead of always trying to play catch up. I can't tell you how good that feels!

Second, I can embrace the fact that Holden likes to get up around 7:00 am, or even a little before. Sometimes he only wants a bottle and heads back to sleep, other times, he is up for the day. I can use this time to read and study my scriptures in *relatively* peace and quiet. It is amazing the difference it has on my day when I don't fight what can be an easy process.

Third, I've forgotten how nice it is to have some peace and quiet time to myself. Yesterday, after I got the girls to school, I put Holden down for a nap, watched Pursuit of Happyness, and cut my coupons in peace. That time by myself was so nice and I need to take advantage of it as long as my little one will let me.

Fourth, sitting down to play a game with Makayla may only take 20 minutes, but when I put her off, it takes much longer than that to keep saying "not now" and having her keep interrupting what I think is important. On that note, I think I'm going to go and play with my daughter before she has to eat lunch and get off to school.

Well, another boring night here at home. Austin is at Priesthood session, Clara is asleep - she fell asleep at about 6:15, so it will be a very early morning for me. I just put Holden to bed, and I'm waiting for Makayla to finish watching Dora so I can watch a show and veg. I should be cleaning my house, but I don't feel like it. It will have to wait until Monday now, and that is just how it is.

I got my flu shot yesterday, and I think I got just a tiny bit of something with it. I don't feel bad, just not great. I also have a short temper, which usually means I'm coming down with something. I decided it was better to just leave for a while. Austin watched the kids and I went and walked around Target for over an hour, just looking at stuff. I bought a shower curtain and a few things that were on clearance. I thought about going to a movie, but I wouldn't have been home in time for Austin to get to Priesthood, and that is important for him to do. Anyway, I was better able to take care of my children after spending a few hours away from them. I forget sometimes that I am a separate being from them because it seems I always have at least one of them attached to me somewhere.

So, yesterday it was close to 80 degrees, and today we were at our high in the early morning hours and it is just getting colder and more windy by the minute! It started to rain when I was bringing Makayla home from the bus. I WANT FALL! I don't like it when the seasons start to skip. It's conference weekend and we have a tradition of driving into the mountains to see the fall colors. Good thing we did that last week because it is only going to be high of 37 tomorrow. I might actually have to break down and turn on the heat.

Tonight for dinner we had FREE Domino's pizza. There is an online coupon code 'click' that will allow you one free medium one topping pizza. If you pick it up, it is totally free, but to have it delivered is $1.50, so not bad for dinner tonight when I didn't feel like cooking. This code is good until the 10th and is only good for online ordering. Enjoy your pizza, mine was YUMMY!

I know I typed a post this morning, but it isn't here, so who know's what I was smokin, but I guess I'll post it again. I was reading a baby magazine last night and I saw this article about moms and lying. They said that moms lie about things like "yes, dr. I brush my child's teeth every day;" or "I'm sorry I can't make that engagement, it is right during nap time." There was a lady quoted that said that when she was pregnant she would tell her husband that the smell of the dishsoap made her nauseous so she would get out of doing the dishes. I actually laughed out loud at that one. I can't believe I never thought of that before. Now I hope Austin doesn't read this because I might just try that the next time I am pregnant.

Well...off to get jammies and diapers out, put the kiddies to bed so that I can go and play volleyball. I am in a city league, and we won our first series last week. I'm hoping that the groove keeps going so we can win again. Our last game is next week before our tournament, so here's to hoping!

So, I've decided to start another blog. This one is just for ramblings that come out of my head, as opposed to the other blog that is mostly about my family and their accomplishments. I keep having random thoughts and when I'm at home with my kids and no one else to share with, I will type them here. When you read this blog, you will really find out how weird I am. Nothing will be omitted because of how insane it is, when I have a thought pop into my head that I want to share and no one is around to share it with, this is where it will be. Don't expect a lot of pictures, that is mostly what my other blog is.

My first random thought is: HARVEST FRESH IS CLOSING THEIR DOORS!!!! This is my favorite place to get fresh, cheap produce. I can come home with 2-4 grocery bags of nothing but produce for around $10.00. Seriously, I'm just beside myself trying to figure out where I'm going to get produce for my family! This caught me totally off guard yesterday and I really don't have anyone to tell that understands me. I shared with my friends on www.pinchingyourpennies.com and they sympathized with me.